Finding a Voice

"God may have taken his physical beauty but he has given him back something extraordinary." 

 He is fn now... did his surgery for skeltal deformity... esp. For bowed legs...a tiny tot in a pre operative attire... it was heart breaking... D collapsed... bt i was strong enough... thr also i fight for his justice for being getting late.... it was a tough day... i believed in VK ... and waiting for the result of my faith... Sometimes i feel that the leg was getting worse... afterall it is like that... when try to correct somthg... some other part will start to deform... Let's hope for the best... I trust u Love u

 3rd may 2024 Today mng Unni was spotted ill... instead our repeated efforts to revive her ... she died beating her wings

 May b she us 20+..... and in this age of a daughter, a mother has to suffer this much. The mother has to brush her teeth; has to clean her tongue, wash her face and has to do all the basic necessities in her life. Seeing all this... i thought, How better my condition is ..? She is quarelling and fighting with the daughter like a mother quarelling with a 4yr old child. I don't know what's going on through the mind of both... i can't even imagine the sufferings of the mother. The pain and trauma she had gone through and going through.... Can i do anythg to soothe her ???? May b for a single moment ..... The daughter is troubling her the whole day. Didn't even allow the mother to do the household chores...interfering in every activities.... not only that... she is physically attacking her and the neighbours who comes to their home .... When the mother finally fed up with her daughter, she loses her patience and beats the girl and i can hear her scream.... This daily routi...

 I wish ...let the time stop to pass this moment... Let me live the rest of my life, in this moment When the time passes....  it'll bring happiness and grief equally I m afraid of the grief They'll no more twins as time moves on....

 Today the place has changed a lot.... where they used to sit.... to make make their evenings more entertaining and entusiastic... and sometimes to see me and to follow.... now i recognise i too liked it... thanks for those old days.... 

Can one question change your life May be.. sometimes.. but One question can change your mood, Your whole day... in depression Why is it so...  some powers have taken oath To ruin my life... don't allows me to grow To be previleged in front of others. To all those spirits... good or evil I ll definitely come out Today... or tomorrow... and Hoping for the best...