Broken Trust i17

 

What hurts me the most is not the mistakes or misunderstandings, but the lies. Every time I find out that you were not truthful with me, a part of my trust breaks. I have always tried to stand with sincerity and honesty in this relationship, so being lied to repeatedly hurts deeply.

From the very first day I met you, I feel like I have been facing lies in one form or another. Tell me honestly — have I ever intentionally lied to you or hurt you the way you have hurt me?

You do not know what I have been going through for the past week. I stayed silent, carried everything within myself, and slowly started losing myself in the process. Something feels stuck in my throat — pain that I cannot even express properly anymore.

I have changed a lot, and I can feel it. Maybe I changed only because of my children and the responsibilities I carry.

I don’t expect perfection from you. I only wanted honesty, even when the truth was uncomfortable. Trust is built through honesty, not promises.

Repeated lying creates confusion, anger, emotional distance, and deep pain — especially when it comes from the person who is supposed to be your closest emotional support.

I am tired of silently hurting myself. Maybe you will never understand how deeply this affected me. Maybe you will never care the way I hoped you would.

But I cannot continue losing myself like this anymore.

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